" A personal project that firstly have a subjective purpose. In this project, I pushed photography media as an introspect instrument to rediscover the relationship dynamics between me and my mother. As an adulthood offers an endless possibility, the distance, desire, and loss of touch seems to blurred the connection between me and my mother. At one point, the concept of ‘Void’ creates an instant realization of this precious blurred connection that becomes the background of this project. 

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Use mortality angle as the main perspective in the whole creative process, I capture all the image in a brief encounter while I went to visit my mother for around a week to celebrate her birthday. Take the picture candidly to capture her natural persona in pushed BW film can be says pretty successful to generate the visuals in the mood that I desired. The results were printed in adjusted size in order to fit my introspect journaling process. In the writing (journaling) process, it can be say that I try to force the void of future grief and loss, by reminiscing her existence and try to search for transcend connection by revisit certain fragment of memories. The intention is to make me more appreciated her existences and the connection before its all vanished.